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RYAN ALVES

you are not a shitty person, you will fly like the rest of us. we may be rats with wings, but hey we can still fly.


and if you just walked away what could i really say would it matter anyway would it changed how you feel? i am the mess you choose the closet you cannot close the devil in you i suppose cause the wounds never heal. cause everything changes, and if i could turn back the years and you could forgive me its more then just a word. and sometimes the things i say in momments of dissaray subcoming to the games we play to insure that its real.

people dont know how to handle your personality because the world isnt ready for such a great thing



i love you

being home

i just got back from a 9 day vacation with my band to canada and the north west. I have to say that its probly one of the best trips i had been on with them so far. aside from my wheat bread being smashed into one solid peice of bread and running out of goober half way through the week with 3 dollars to my name it was all worth it still.

I leave for a pretty long time on july 2nd for a month and something days with wintch mob wich i am looking forward to because dave taylor will be there with me. i guess we could finaly say we got to do a tour longer then a week witheachother sadly it wasnt with the band we were in together. check out the band myspace to see the dates and just to check us out

www.myspace.com/losenone

www.youtube.com/losenonetv

fathers day was nice went to japanese steak house where my mexican family tried to use chopsticks wich it looked like their first time haha. you know its funny when a mexican asks for hot sauce in a japanese resturaunt.


it would mean alot to me to be able to spend as much time with my friends before i leave again. my birthday is on the 25th of this month also. im def taking advantage of being in a bed and an airconditioned house.